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Saturday, December 27, 2014

The Awakening

Oh my beautiful Lord...
What a beautiful world you have created

What beautiful sounds you have created
What beautiful words you have taught us

What beautiful sceneries you have painted
Oh my beautiful shaper,
What beautiful faces you have shaped

What beautiful fragrances you have created
What intense feelings you have blesswd us with

What beautiful skies you have painted
What beautiful phases of life you have gifted
What beautiful relations you have bestowed us with

What beautiful hearts you have created
Oh my beautiful Creator,
What beautiful creation you have created

In the lonliness, in the congregation
What a bond with me, what a bond with us; You have bonded

In the fastness of time, in the slowness of the Hour
You have awaken us, You will awaken us again

Thr awakening to Your presence
The awakening to Your Divinity
The awakening to Your existence
The awakening of Your persistence
The awakening of my existence
The awakening of my submission

Oh my beautiful Allah
Oh the creator of beauty
Oh the One who loves beauty
Oh the One who loves
Oh the One who is love
Oh the One
Oh the One and Only

There is no one but You
There is no god but You
There is only You
And I am here because of You

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Sometimes

              'Jeet jeet ke zindagi guzari
                   Hun tu haar faqeera'

Although the streets of Sydney have taught me more about life than any other place, it's the lap of Queensland that makes me unwind. This is my third visit. Everytime, I never planned to come here. So how come every time I end up here? Destiny at its best.

Sitting under the hide and seek game that the clouds are playing with the beautiful moon of Shabaan. The soft sound of the tree branches as they are tenderly touched by the light breeze. I can only imagine how heaven will be like.

I swear to God I never planned this life. He chose it for me. And asked me to act. I act confident and assured,  but no one knows my shortcomings like He does. Although I have travelled a long distance,  I am still a long way to go.

I used to think I deserve all this. But then when I meet people who are way better than me, in one way or the other, it only humbles me and makes me realize that this is His genorisity more than my performance.

Subhan Allah just being alive and witnessing this amazing world is a blessing. It's not easy for me to define myself according to this identity or that category. I've been everybody and I've been nobody. Sometimes I feel like I've seen everything, only to be surprised by what comes next.

Although there are great learnings in gatherings,  there is greater wisdom in the gathering of the self to the soul. The rhythms of this song seem to be perfectly in sync with the flow of blood in my veins. I wonder what You think of me up there sitting on your throne all the way above the seven heavens.

I tried my best to crack the code of life. But honestly you might increase your knowledge but you cannot graduate in it. Different experiences lead to different specialisations. Sometimes I wanna stay on the surface, sometimes I wanna dive deeper. Sometimes I wanna look in the mirror and question, who is this creature.

I wish I could be true to myself. I keep shying away from my reality. Sometimes I'm like water, I blend in. Sometimes, my fire is diverted within. The philosophy of balance is yet to be practiced. I'm waiting for the shining star to finally shine. Sometimes I feel like the grains of time are slipping out of my hands.

I see that after all I've done,  all eyes are on me now. People waiting for my next move. They think that I have the luxury to choose. I raise my hands and ask for assistance. Because only He gives me the power to move.

Friday, September 20, 2013

The Hungry Lion

10 minutes to 7. Hot flat white on the table. Sydney Skyline, reflecting on the glass window. A blank expression on my face. A reluctant pen in my hand.

As time goes by, the fight will get easier. Either because you will start winning or because you`ll get too used to it. A new dawn is a new beginning, its a new chance, its a new realization. Yes, it can happen; slowly but surely. Battles are never easy, especially the ones will self. The troops might not always be ready, sometimes they are caught off guard and thrown in the battlefield. Adapt or die, a necessity in the jungle of life. 

Past achievements don't mean anything. Life is a constant test. Your worth as an individual is assessed on how you handle it. You will be tested in every arena and by every one. God will test you on the basis on temptation, people will test you on the basis on relations and dreams will test you on the basis of existence. 

You face the hungry lion, who sees you nothing more than flesh and bones. But the question is... what do you see? Do you see an intimidating beast through your lens of fear that can rip you to pieces or do you see an animal through your lens of superior intellect that can be tamed. Your outlook determines your destiny.

I remember having this conversation back in '08...
'One should always be ready... for everything in life', to what the reply of Professor Kashif was, 'It's not that easy, Suhail'.
'There are those who talk, and without knowledge or forethought reveal a truth which they themselves do not understand'. 
                                                  -Khalil Gibran

Yes, I didn't understand it then. Yes, its not that easy. It takes practice. It takes constant action. It takes stepping out of your comfort zone. 

In this world, we see many angels turn into monsters. They don't even realize when that transformation takes place. There's a monster in all of us. Some stronger then the other. But there's also an angel. The monster is harder to control, and the angel is harder to converse. They both don't necessarily have to be against each other. Maybe, in some cases they find a common ground. Maybe the monster's energies can be diverted towards the betterment of an individual, and maybe the lightness of the angel can improve the view of this dark yet unveiling world. 

Thursday, March 14, 2013

You know why they say, 'looks can be deceiving'. Maybe because appearances are not the accurate representations of a person. 

People choose the way they look. 

What is this. Why is human need not satisfied. More and more and more and more... You have any idea how much control and patience one needs in a world full of temptation and vulnerability. 

My whole life has been a constant fight between being happy with becoming what I want to be and despising about the fact regarding who I really am. 

I've seen millions waste this precious thing called life. Some, over surviving. Some, over pleasure. Some, over emotions. Chasing something that's not even worth chasing. Sometimes I see myself going down on that road... and suddenly...I'd question my steps. Life can't be just that. There has to be something much more than all this. 


Wednesday, January 16, 2013

The Aged Hermit & the Citrus Society

It started with a vague plan on Saturday night. A place that is nearby and is worth going to. Google maps shows me names that are more abstract than the names of Pakistani cities. Taksa-sila. The Buddhists, the Greeks and now under the hand of... the 'Desi's. More specifically, the Pakistani Punjabis. After our 'Buddhist Homage' (such a misleading word), we're suppose to visit Khanpur, for three different reasons, but more on that later.

Zero Seven Hundred Hours. I`m searching for my shoes instead of initiating ignition. No worries, fifteen minutes later I`m on the way. I`ll make it by 8 at AQ's place. Well, Pakistan's winter doesn't seem to agree. Foggy foggy. Emergency lights on. Luckily, the fog is gone by the time I reach the first traffic signal of Islamabad Highway. I reach my destination by 8.15 am. I put on my 'Chitrali' cap, which I bought earlier from a Pathan, who convinced me that even Punjabi's wear it. 'You look funny man', AQ greets me with a grin. 

Just before getting on Kashmir Highway, we are stopped at the G-10 'naka'. The cop asks me what I do while he checks the registration papers. 'Where are you going?' 'Taxila'. 'Oh, to visit sites. But do study as well...'. By 9 am, we arrive. 'Taxila Museum' just opened. 'This is a UNESCO World Heritage Site?' AQ inquires, while I buy a 10 PKR ticket. While AQ reads the information on the board, the guard looks at him in a typical desi way and tells me that he's suspicious that AQ's not a Pakistani. 'Really?'. Foreigner ticket '200 Rs.'. The administration must have sat together one day and must have thought, 'Let's rip these foreigners off, if they can afford to come to Taxila, they can afford to pay 200 PKR, can't they?'

Inside, as a guide shows us different remains, we ponder on how basic ways of living haven't changed in millenniums. They used to use coins, water filters, toys, armor and cooking utensils... so do we. We walk across different sizes of Buddha heads, with their eyes closed perfectly safe behind glass windows. AQ is in a troll-y mood, and while I look at artifacts with awe and seriousness, he makes me notice this small 'Aged Hermit in a Cave', the way he says it adds emphasis of his condescension. I walk a few steps the other way while I break into laughter. The guide takes us in a closed room, where there is a 'sleeping dancing' mannequin. I`m not sure if she was sleeping while dancing or dancing while sleeping. We leave, have breakfast across the parking lot. We talk about religions and the tolerance among them, while the combination of the sunlight and tea wakes me up again. 

We continue straight and see the sign board of 'Mohra Moradu' pointing right. After I take right I see another board on the way, I ask Nadir, a kid on a cycle where MM is. He tells me to go straight. Thank you, Nadir Shah. We get to MM and a very narrow small drive-way leads to the parking, on which I`m about to make the car fall off, before AQ alerts me. We meet a Vietnamese guy who really came to pay his homage, not like me who confuses the word with 'bondage'. 'He's on a spiritual journey', AQ tells me, while the guide there tells me he came on 'Chinkchi'. MM has a very different atmosphere. Its kind of isolated and very quiet. Its covered with a few hills and has a mysterious feel to it. We see the famous Stupa. The guide tells us Buddhists take 7 rounds of it and it is very holy for them. We see the meditation cells of students and their teachers and I wonder to what degree would their meditations differ. The guide goes irrelevant for a while, telling us about how the Hazara region is now a part of KPK, and he doesn't like that. After spending '28 years' telling people about Mohra Muradu, his next mission in life is to 'get Hazara back' with an emphasized 'insha Allah'. As we walk back towards the car, AQ sees a flock of sheep walk down a hill and is enticed by the view. He wants to take a picture, he asks the sheperd, 'they're yours?'. '50 rupees per picture', he replies. While I judge my feelings towards the response, AQ burts into laughter, and I decide to take it lightly too. 




We drive further north. Reach 'Jaulian Remains', which is supposedly similar to 'Julein', a British woman with some relevance to the place. It used to be a university. While we have tea with the suvenier guy before going upstairs, he tells us how things have gone worse. 'There used to be a lot of people who'd visit from abroad during the Musharraf era, since then things have gone worse. Still people come, but not as usual. Even prices were in control back then. The prices have increased, the wages haven't.' 'Hmmm. Yeah. Where does that road lead to?', I inquire. 'Its closed for civilians. Only for the army'. As we walk upstairs, AQ is evidently disturbed. We see a tiny bridge that is made for a water stream. I've never seem a bridge for water before. '200 for the foreigner'. AQ gives the expressions of Jamie Foxx from Django Unchained, and his 'D' isn't going to be silent for long. Jaulian is a worthy sight to see. As we walk back downstairs, a guy is standing in the middle of the stairs. 'Who is this guy now, the river worshipper?'. AQ, doesn't even bother to whisper that as I laugh off at his remarks. The guy's there for a reason, he shows me small Buddha heads, which I sponteneously reply with 'masha Allah pyaray hain'. 

We head north-east. This time I officially enter the jurisdiction of 'KPK'. We pass by several Orange stalls. I stop by a lonely stall for checking 'Google Maps' at AQ's iPhone. I talk to the guy. 'I don't know, brother. I`m from Multan'. As I drive off, I think out-loud, 'hhmmm.. a guy from Multan selling oranges in a lonely stall in Khanpur'. 'Competition, bro', AQ acknowledges. We reach Khanpur Dam. Rent a boat. The sight is beautiful. Seems like a view of Ladakh. I've never seen water so blue in Pakistan, then again I haven't seen Pakistan much. On the walk towards the boat, I see a beautiful Pathan 5-6 year old girl. Shes wearing a pretty dress and two plastic bottles. Her elder sister is selling chips of a brand that is unknown in the mainstream world. The boat ride was relaxing. I look back, and the driver seems to be putting water in the motor. I don't bother asking if it runs on water or what. 

Time to go back. Time to go south. We head back, buy a few oranges from a farm. Two types, 'Blood malta and Shakri malta'. They're half red, we came a week or two early. On the way back, as orange trees move in the b.ackground, AQ declares Khanpur a 'Citrus Society'. A sign board saying, 'Bhir Remains' brings the best out of AQ's humor. 'Remains my arse. They destroy a few things and call them Remains, and make money out of people. There should be a 'Shit Remains'. 

The journey ends in F-10 Markaz. On questions of a life that is nothing more than 50-70 years. After that we`ll be history. So what exactly is what worth? 

Saturday, September 1, 2012

The Dream of Reality

The following material was written in a classroom while being unable to concentrate on the lecture.

You spend all your life chasing a dream. Thinking how glorious your life is going to be once you have finally achieved it. Is that always the case?

The ones who feel otherwise are easily categorized as ungrateful. People keep ignoring the psychological fact that they are continuously evolving, in other words  changing. What you want today, might be meaningless by the time you've finally got it. So what exactly is that you want? People don't know what they want, that's why they keep chasing this hypothetical reality. Looking for that one action, that will make every wrong, right. But does that really happen.. we can sin all our lives and in the end seek that one good deed that will give us salvation. 

You know what disturbs me... too much information. They've made this world so complicated, and life so complex. Life is supposed to be easier... at least easier to understand. Isn't mystery a good thing? It is, as long as its getting somewhere.

Have you ever gone through that stage, where your reality feels like a dream and your dreams feel like reality. Trust me, the experience is enigmatic. This question keeps knocking my mind again and again.. What am I looking for?

I have this pen in my hand.. my only way of expressing my thoughts... remember that saying... 'listen from one ear.. and let it out from the other'. I just realized, I`m a master of it. Half of the time, I`m not even there. My battle between who I am and who I want to be continues. What is this restlessness.. Will it ever go away...

My eyes are open but my mind is sleeping
My heart is broken but my lips are healing

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

I can’t pretend to be a lion able to conquer the enemy, 
To master myself would be enough. 
I am only the dust on my Lover’s path 
and from dust I will rise and turn into a flower.


-Rumi

Friday, June 22, 2012


Let the lover be disgraceful, crazy,
absentminded. Someone sober
will worry about things going badly.
Let the lover be.

-Rumi

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Euphoria

Roll out the velvet carpets, the one Abraham walked on... 

In the euphoric trance of love... There's only one being I wish to converse....

The one that created my Father, and ordered for the angels to bow down to...

The one that ordered my Father to walk out of heaven... and to make his way 
back home....

"I am closer to you, than you to yourself". Yes, you are. 

If love is an ocean, I am a drop... If I am soul, you are God. 

So much love? So much patience? So much beauty? So much intensity?

The night... nothing but thousands of Suhail's scattered all over the sky...

The shining stars, positioned in such a way that create your name. 

No more waiting, just peace. No more problems, just peace. No more pain, just peace. 

The fragrance of the finest flowers, freshly pressed against the dew, one by one... stimulate my every sense....

Moses, the one who you used to engage in conversation with... Talk to me... 

The smoothness that you have bestowed in my voice, isn't it just the glimpse of your beauty.....

The water in my eyes, just to see your promise.... hold these tears... hold me...

My flesh and bones, are long gone... hold my soul... you own me...

Nothing will ever go away, we are here... we are here to stay...

Let me sleep under your shade, under your light, like a baby sleeps in the lap of a mother...

I am your slave, you are my owner. An owner who whispered His soul into me. 

Without asking for... you provided me.... Is it even fair to a sinner?

Your justice fascinates me, your versatility amazes me....

Keep me closer to the street of Firdaus, I wish to catch a glimpse of Muhammad...

Rolling on the ground, left to right...right to left... Finally what I ever wanted, Lost in your love, No responsibility any more, no more duties any more, no more pursuits any more... Just You and me... 

All my questions are to be answered tonight... this night... this conversation will never end... 

A long dream finally came to an end, The reality is heaven....

This eternal dance of success will not end... I see bright faces... everywhere... Is it for what they did...or is it just Your light reflecting on them?

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

"Priorities of life are changing day by day.
I am standing and looking 
at the fate in my hand of clay
Everything is achievable,
but that day is not in my play
I am moving with the wind
but fell on a shed-ed tree
The branches are dead...
like the emotionless puppet of clay".


-Sanan Javed

Monday, May 28, 2012

All I ever wanted was to live a peaceful life....


All I ever wanted was to be a successful man...


All I ever wanted was to make love to the woman I love...


All I ever wanted was to see my dreams come true...


What frightens me is not if they`ll ever be fulfilled... what scares me is how will I go through my life if they don't. 

Saturday, May 26, 2012

الزام

نہ لے میرے پاگل پن کا امتحان 
تجھے احساس نہیں کس حد تک جا سکتا ہوں میں 

صبرو تحمل جیسے الفاظ سے باہر ہے یہ طبیت 
جب چڑہ جائے نشہ عشق کا، پھر صرف اپنی پیاس ہی بجھا سکتا ہوں میں 

کر دوں اعلان یا خاموش رہوں تیری فرمابرداری کا 
ایک وقت پی صرف ایک ہی قدم اٹھا سکتا ہوں میں 

ایسی کوششیں نہ کر کے کل کو افسوس کرنا پڑے 
اپنے آپ پر بھروسہ نہیں، پر تیری زممےداری اٹھا سکتا ہوں میں 

ایک امید کو جنوں میں تبدیل کروا دیا تو نے 
حق ہے میرا ، بلا وجہ تجھ پی الزام لگا سکتا ہوں میں 

Thursday, May 24, 2012

"There is in such situations usually a moment of passion during which the unthinkable is said; this is followed by a sense of euphoria at finally being liberated; the world seems fresh, as if seen for the first time; then comes the inevitable period of doubt, the desperate and doomed backpedaling of regret; and only later, once emotions have receded, is one able to view with equanimity the journey through which one has passed."

-from the novel, The Reluctant Fundamentalist.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

"If you have the strength,
don't wear the cloth of love,
Or if you do, 
don't moan about disaster. 
The cloth will burn, 
but bear the pain in silence. 
What's venom now 
....is the juice of life hereafter." 


-Molana Jalal-ud-din Rumi

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Characters

Today I met a lot of different people. Just like in a movie, there is a lead... and others play a part in the story. This is just another day in the life of Mr. Bukhari. 


A man standing in front of me at the counter carrying a 'remittance form'. The attendant asks for his ID card copy, which he apparently doesn't have. I put the money and my bills on the window while he checks his wallet. I take a glimpse behind, a woman is standing holding a paper. While I get my change and stamped bills back, I see the guy taking out another original ID card. While I reverse my car, I see two young children sitting in the back of a black Honda City, teasing each other while their mother takes care of the paper. 

Stadium Road Ishara. My car's alter-ego 'Mein Fuhrer' is back. Stops working on CNG, I`m low on Petrol. Not sure if to turn the car off or to wait a few more seconds for the signal to turn green. An elderly female beggar approaches my car. I wonder if to give change or not. In split seconds I remember Prophet Muhammad's quotation, "Don't let anyone go empty-handed when they come to you". 20 rupee note handed over. 'Khair na ja', as she walks off. The signal opens, and I wonder if I did it for the quotation or for selfish reasons. 


Student Office. "ID kya hai beta apki". "Ji 2593". "Sohail Ayaz...Bukhari...syed hain ap?". "Uh.. ji Sir". "Kahan se Syed hain?" "Uh.. Sir... yani Imam?" "Nahi... chalein Imam bata dein". "Sir..uh..Ammi ki taraf se Jaffri aur Abbu ki taraf se Naqvi". "Acha acha.. to ap Bukhari kaise hain?". "Sir pata nahi...maine kabi pucha nahi". "Puchna to chahiye tha na apko". "Sir, mujhe to yeh pata hai ke hamare ancestors Bukhara ek shaher hai Samarkand mein, wahan se idhar unhon ne hijrat ki thi". "Acha acha... meri walda bhi Bukhari hain, main is liye puch raha tha apse". "Achaa..to mera test ho raha tha". "Ji, apne roots ka har shaksh ko pata hona chahiye". "Ji, bilkul". "To ap Alh-e-Tashi hain?" "Uh..nahi Sir, sunni". "Acha acha,... ap Finance Dept. mein jayein aur wahan se apni Finance History la ker idhar jama kara dein". 



As I find the Finance Dept. locked due to a "meeting". I think about a cigarette but find former class mates sitting in the "train seats" of the lobby. I greet them and they offer a seat. For the first few minutes a listen to their conversation and try to understand if its serious or casual. They're making fun of teachers, so I join in. The conversation turns to studying abroad and now its directed towards me. "All things aside, why do you wanna go abroad?". I tell them, I`ve tasted the life of living abroad, and the feeling just doesn't go away. As one guy gets up to do something, the conversation turns to woman. I tell him that only women should be considered beautiful while men should have other things on their mind. 

I remember I need a print-out, when I don't see any printers in the 'Printer List' options, I realize its time for a cuppa tea. As I get off my seat and walk towards the door. I see a former class-mate again. She looks at me, and I look away. I`ve been doing that for a few months now, and I felt bad. So I said, "excuse me, is that you?" Its amazing how she suddenly started smiling. The poor girl tells me she's doing her thesis. "bas wohi reh gaya?". "uske ilawa kuch courses". I didn't embarrassed her anymore and told her, "Best of luck". Hopefully, after that she had a better day than me. 

Askari Bank, I-9 Branch. 4.25 pm. "Teen Demand Draft chahiyein". "Bank to band hone wala hai". I put my innocent Puss-in-boots look and gently say, "Please, kafi urgent hai". The guy buys it, and hands me 3 forms to fill. 

Cafeteria. I see some more classmates. One of them is going to the U.S. I congratulate him for the biggest achievement of his life. After a while, others start making fun of him, so again I join in. "Sabar kar, udhar pahunch aur angrez tujhe kaheinge, "Go back to your country, you Paki". After a while he tells me, Suhail, you wanna go to the U.S.? I tell myself, "Who is this guy?". "Bas 1.5 crore ki bank statement show kara de, mein tujhe bula lunga, baray rishtedar hain mere Amreeka mein". I take a puff and drop the ash in the teacup as I smile. 

Standing in the middle of Bank Road, Saddar. Where nothing shouts "LIFE" more than the centre of Rawalpindi. The variety of people again fascinates me. A man getting a chair for his woman, the young doctor waiting for her friend while she gets her money back, the molvi driver waiting in his Army Suzuki Bolan, but the person who caught my attention the most...was this physically disabled young guy. He was carrying balloons with cartoon characters painted on them. I stood there looking at the balloons move back and fro in front of me with faces of Mario Brother, Doraemon, Spiderman, and a tiger. He walks towards a man holding a baby. His dinner tonight depends on the likeliness of a 2 year old. The baby just moves its hands, the father isn't sure if it wants the balloon or not. After a persuasion from the balloon-guy for a few minutes he finally buys it. 

After I put my Pizza Box in the car, I see a car parked right behind me. They seemed like a newly married couple... having ice-cream. I tell him, I need to reverse. As I put my reverse gear, I see the car moving forward, where there is still another car. I could have honked, but I decided against it and wait. I said to myself, they're having a special moment, why destroy it? 

And they say, I don't care about other people's feelings. 




Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Silence




Give me release

Witness me

I am outside
Give me peace
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up 
When the rage in me subsides



Passion

Chokes the flower
Until she cries no more
Possessing all the beauty
Hungry still for more



Heaven holds a sense of wonder

And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up 
When the rage in me subsides



In this white wave

I am sinking 
In this silence
In this white wave...
In this silence...



I believe I can't help this longing...

Comfort me I can't hold it all in...
If you won't let me...



Heaven holds a sense of wonder

And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides




In this silence
In this white wave...
In this silence...



I believe I have seen you...

In this white wave
You are silent
You are breathing
In this white wave...



I am free

Thursday, May 3, 2012

"They say the important thing in life isn't the destination... its the journey. The challenges you face along the way,  the unexpected twists and turns, the disappointments you overcome...but they're wrong. Its all about the destination". 

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

"You mean she'd rather imagine herself relating to someone who's absent than build relationships with those around her?".


-From the French movie, Amelie.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Filth

The following material is based on a few real-life events that I have seen in the last few years. I titled this article 'filth' because it portrays the other side of society and the inability of people to draw the line. 

A guy in his late 30s-early 40s. Lives with his family in a 2 room portion of a small building on a street that provides spare parts for cars. He provides space for a couple of university students with a place to get drunk at for the evening. Of the three he only knows one of them. The wife and children are placed in the other room, while he gets drunk with these kids, what divides them is nothing more than a curtain. They get drunk together like they've known each other for years, and age is nothing more than a number for the evening. One of them is a beginner, so they make fun of him as he's the first to get drunk; "usay mast honay do, suroor mein rehne do", he says while you hear his child crying in the other room. 

A girl invites her fiance into her bedroom, who she has been engaged for, for over 5 years. The couple lock the door, while the parents are outside. This happens for more than once, as the parents look the other way. For them, its, hey would you rather have your daughter miserable and alone in this "characterless" era or would you be "modern" and let her have privacy with her fiance, whose going to marry her eventually. 

A guy gets a number of a girl. Starts texting her, eventually meets her. Things get serious. Continues it for days, weeks... eventually months. One day he receives a call. Shes pregnant. The sky falls on him. Her question, marriage? His answer, forget it, abortion. Looks for a solution likes its a matter of life and death. Finally gets her to abort the child. A little time later, break-up. Gets married to another girl a year later. Has a daughter. The girl? Still "likes" his statuses. 

A guy walks into an underground bar with a young girl. They are accompanied by his same-age friend. They order an economical Vodka. The two get drunk and talk about politics, while she looks at their faces. She's studying in Norway and has a return flight the next morning. His friend, asks her  what is she studying. "Arts", she replies. 'The young generation prefers arts, back in our day we had to study in order to make a living'. 'We should get going, you have to start packing', says the guy to the young girl. The young girl was his daughter. 

A guy is committed in a serious relationship. An ex wants him back. He curses her on the phone in front of his friends. She insists on having him back. So he plays along. While on the webcam, he asks her to show her indecency, to which she agrees. Little does she know that hes recording all this with his cell-phone. Which he excitingly shows to his friends, just to show how good a player he is. The woman hes committed to? There's not an innocent man as he is for her. 

A guy is about to get married in a couple of months. But has a bad history of temptation. On a vacation, he gets tempted again. Asks for a escort, gets her. Brings her to a place. Is suddenly stricken with a confused state. Confused either to give in to temptation or give in to guilt, he chooses temptation. After a while the escort inquires, 'what's wrong?'. Doesn't respond, is hit with a bolt of guilty conscious. Goes through it for a few months. Then admits, 'it was worth it'.