The Dream of Reality

The following material was written in a classroom while being unable to concentrate on the lecture.

You spend all your life chasing a dream. Thinking how glorious your life is going to be once you have finally achieved it. Is that always the case?

The ones who feel otherwise are easily categorized as ungrateful. People keep ignoring the psychological fact that they are continuously evolving, in other words  changing. What you want today, might be meaningless by the time you've finally got it. So what exactly is that you want? People don't know what they want, that's why they keep chasing this hypothetical reality. Looking for that one action, that will make every wrong, right. But does that really happen.. we can sin all our lives and in the end seek that one good deed that will give us salvation. 

You know what disturbs me... too much information. They've made this world so complicated, and life so complex. Life is supposed to be easier... at least easier to understand. Isn't mystery a good thing? It is, as long as its getting somewhere.

Have you ever gone through that stage, where your reality feels like a dream and your dreams feel like reality. Trust me, the experience is enigmatic. This question keeps knocking my mind again and again.. What am I looking for?

I have this pen in my hand.. my only way of expressing my thoughts... remember that saying... 'listen from one ear.. and let it out from the other'. I just realized, I`m a master of it. Half of the time, I`m not even there. My battle between who I am and who I want to be continues. What is this restlessness.. Will it ever go away...

My eyes are open but my mind is sleeping

My heart is broken but my lips are healing